Maybe I do not need chances, maybe I should get reasons on why you want to be with me or why you stay with me. I give you one reason to leave, but I can you a million plus reasons to stay with me. I never been so surely on what I wanted in life and you are what I want in life. I never put in the effort as I do with you. Maybe my actions haven’t been showing what I told you the other night, but I am trying my hardest. I do not want to let you go, its hard to do that. I’ve grown emotionally, physically, mentally, and verbally attached with you maybe even more. For me you are my world, maybe even more than just my world you are just everything to me. Like fuck, its crazy how everything happened. A relationship is a struggle and I won’t ever give up on us and I repeat never. I don’t want to think about being with someone else or even starting new, I wouldn’t be able to do that because I am stuck on you and beyond in love with you. If a perfect relationship has no existing nor does a fairy tale, but I know what we have is something beyond special. You and me, we are together forever, our love is endless. I shouldn’t be sitting on my ass, typing this maybe I should go to you and tell you this or give you a call. I know I wouldn’t have the guts to tell you this maybe because I would be choking. I was just thinking how last night we were talking about our wedding, how we want things to be like the only thing that crossed my mind is “damn, Im going to marry the most amazing and beautiful-est girl ever”. I am very lucky to have you, like very lucky. Maybe I should appreciate it more than I do… I don’t want to lose you, that is the hugest fear of my life. Its crazy thinking that. I want our love to last and I know we can’t get out of this rock bottom, I do not want to give up on us. I want to keep going and grow stronger with you. I know we can do it. Forget the chances and hopes, lets focus on the reasons why we want this to last… One of the reasons I can give you is that I love you with more than just my heart and there is no other girl in this world who has my romantically insane like you do. There is no one else that I want to be with but you. I want you, I want us. I love you.
You have me no matter what, the chances are that I will be with you for the rest of our lives.
thanks :)
First of all, he doesn’t want your ugly ass so stop trying. Second of all, I’m sure you have a whole list of guys you can go fuck so leave him alone. Bye (;
ohh and I saw you the other day haha you’re ugly af in person!
-Layal
